Resentments

I haven't heard from a particular friend of mine in almost 3 months. I saw him when I went back to MN and we had a blast together. All of the sudden he stopped answering my texts and phone calls-- something very out of character for him. He's told me before that he is bad at long distance friendship, and that he tends to detach when friends move away for reasons of self-preservation. He assured me that our friendship was too valuable, and that he wouldn't do that to me. I believed him.

The suddenness of all of this is what caught me off-guard. Part of me is worried that he relapsed, and that's why he's avoiding me. It's possible. But I have to admit that most of me is incredibly resentful. I don't know what to do with the resentment building up inside me. I've never been one to move on easily from lost friendships, and apparently this is a trait of mine that isn't going away anytime soon. I've also never been one to avoid feelings, but my instinct on this is to avoid thinking about it, because whenever I do I just stew in the resentment.

Charlie peed in Petco today. Yep. He's a charmer.